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Uni is fabulous, I love everyone up here so much.
The boy front is...AMAZING. I'm so happy. I think I deserve to be feeling like this as well, it's been a long time coming.
I miss you all. Hope everyone is well.
All my love, x
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13 October 2008 @ 08:20 pm
Uni is fabulous, I love everyone up here so much.
The boy front is...AMAZING. I'm so happy. I think I deserve to be feeling like this as well, it's been a long time coming.
I miss you all. Hope everyone is well.
All my love, x
02 September 2008 @ 01:45 am
Met someone new. Fuck Joe.
I'm on top of the world.
I'm 20 in 9 days. Thats grown up, i'm scared.
That is all. x
I'm on top of the world.
I'm 20 in 9 days. Thats grown up, i'm scared.
That is all. x
Current Music: Something - The Beatles
28 May 2008 @ 10:28 pm
I'm leaving uni on Friday for the summer. Bizarre. Going to completely take my room down tomorrow and I'm dreading it. It's going to be massively emotional, I'm not looking forward to it at all. Then, after all the tears and heartache all of us are going out for dinner together and then the girls are all going to see the Sex and The City film which I literally can not wait for, oh me, oh my I am excited. Then, on Friday we're going to SURVIVOR a 24 hour party from 9am until 9am. Bang up for it, going to be a fantastic way to roud off the year.
I'm so mellow about leaving Newcastle. It's been the most fantastic year of my life and I wouldn't have changed it for the world, I've met the best people and I'm counting down the days until I come back in September.
( Big dogs. )
X
Current Mood: 
contemplative
contemplativeCurrent Music: Guillamots.
22 May 2008 @ 07:25 pm
So the story goes for 2007:
- In Febuary Sam and I end our relationship for good.
- We saw eachother a lot and well, you know, the expected seemed to happen a lot...
- In September, around my 19th birthday I saw and slept with him for the last time. It was then I realised that this was the last time I would ever be this close to him, this comfortable with him and this vulnerable.
- 3 days later I went to uni and haven't seen him since.
Now here we are in May 2008 and I'm sitting in my room, doing anything to get out of finishing an essay that is due in tomorrow, and despite all the nostalgic chat about Sam, I'm on top of the world. Uni is the best thing I have ever done and I am loving every second of it. A week today I would have finished my first year and it scares me how much I have changed in these few months. I'm so much stronger, I don't take shit and I honestly think I have grown up so much it's inimaginable. I'm really proud of myself.
To be honest, it seems like everything seems to finally be falling into place for me, I have the most fantastic friends both at uni and at home, I'm on top of my work (mostly) and the boy situation...well it's not half bad at all. I'm over Sam and I'm so happy I can finally say that and mean it. But best of all I've been sort of seeing someone since January. I say 'sort of' becuase I have no idea what the hell is going on to be honest, but whatever it is, I am having the most fantastic time with him at the moment and I don't need a label to make me feel safe. He's called Joe, goes to Leeds and lives in the same flat as Tom. When he isn't at uni he lives about half an hour from me at home and in all honesty, it seems a little to good to be true and I don't want to jinx it!
In about 3 and a half weeks I am heading to Heathrow airport, getting on a plane with 5 of the greats from home and heading to Thailand for a month. Oh my God am I excited. I literally can not wait at all. Shame I dont have all the funds at the moment but hey...nothing a new overdraft cant fix!
I will start updating this more, with photos on the way. But right now, I'm heading for the shower. x
Current Mood: 
happy
happyCurrent Music: Santogold - Say Aha
05 January 2007 @ 02:50 am
Chrsitmas, new year and all that jazz was dandy. Same old, sam old really.
So, whats new? Fuck all really, still trundeling along at college - nightmare. I have two modules next week that I ahve done no revision for. I spy a failure. Oh well. I really should do some work for them thugh as I need a C or above in Sociology to go to Newcastle next year and at the moment, thats looking like a very distant thing. So yeah, if I get the grades then Newcastle is a definate thing. I have offically accepted my offers now. Scary. First choice - Newcastle, ohh bet you didn't see that one coming, and my insurance choice is Manchester which would be amazingggg!!
( General crack )
Jennie if you're reading this, I hope last night was FANTASTIC. I was going to come after work but there was this table of 35 in there that didn't leave untill 12.30 - FUCKING NIGHTMARE. No doubt the photos will be up soon and I can't wait little lady. Are you doing anything for you actual birthday?
___
I want my hair cut again, it has grown quite fast and doesn't look as 'funky' as it did, gay.
So i can't sleep, my room is a fucking tip, you can't see the carpet and instead of clean it up I choose to dit in the midst of it and watch 'Almost famous' at 3'o clock in the moment, even if I do have to be at college in the morning. Nooooooooo.
I've been back at college for two days and I want to kill myself already. Bollocks.
I'm bored. Not just right at the moment, but sort of in general, I mean everything is great and fun but it's all so mundane, I just can't wait to get out of here and go to uni. Litterally I actually cant wait. Saying that though, sometimes I look at myself in the morror and I jut think 'I don't look old enough to be going to uni' you know? I still feel like a little sixteen year old and all that, it's going to be weird. Good weird I hope though, no, no GREAT WEIRD...!! Charlie is going to Newcastle aswell which is litterally going to be IMMENSE! Can you imagine! Me and my best friend at uni together, Fran also got an offer which is like the cherry on top but at the moment shes still deciding if she want to go to uni at all, so Im not going to get too excited incase she doesnt turn up.
I WANT TO GO NOW!!
I finish lessons on May 25th. Not that long is it? Surely I'll be at uni in no time.
AMAZING.
x
05 November 2006 @ 05:43 am
College is a complete pile of cock but I'm wading through it slowly. I spend most of my time in the Photography studio doing shoots for my mock thats how cool I am. Come on everyone revel in my coolness.
Sam and I are rocky - as ever.
We are going down the same road. Sweet.
I cut all my hair off. Well, not all of it obviously, Its above my shoulders in a funky little bob thing. I'm mental.
I've applied to my unis and now Im waiting for any kind of responce from UCAS. I'm NOT a patiant person.
If I dont get into Newcastle i'll cry. I want it so bad.
...what else is new?
My baby had to be put down. (My dog that is). She slipped in the garden and 3 of the disks in her backs jarred into her spinal cord and paralised her two back legs. She had to be put down. Cried like a baby, I didnt realise I was so attached to the mut. Gahhh.
I have a job. Whoppeee. I work in a pub pulling pints. Hours are a joke but I get paid lots and fuck around with the staff most of the time. I love it really.
On the whole things are fucky.
I'm not going down the whole sophie hates herself routene but at the moment I pretty much do. Im not skinny enough, not pretty enough, not tall enough, not funny enough. You know, all that jazz. Eating is a bit iffy at the moment, Sam gets cross though and watches what I eat when I see him - which is rarely with him at uni.
Emily said I looked like I had lost weight the other day.
It made me happy.
Chin up kids. x
27 April 2006 @ 08:47 pm
(the video is taking ages, i'll edit this when its done homies)
3 and a half day weekend. Wicked. Going to get battered off my face tomorrow with the girls - always fun and then Im going to chill out with the boyfriend on Saturday at his new house. We are one crazy couple!! However, I might drag him up to Hyde Park if it is nice weather, which is pretty doubtfull in London but ohh well.
I have my drama exam tomorrow, Im shitting it. I have to say this litterally impossible line - ok well it isnt impossible, I can say it but its so hard and I know when Im nervous Im going to fuck it up. Try this for size...
"I could say I could continually compramise my iconiclasm with comformist clothing while complying with the corectness demaded of ceromonies such as these"
- fuck that.
The performance is 40% of the overall thing and in my coursework I got full marks, get me!! Im a geek.
This time next month 2 of my 3 written AS exams will be over. Oh JESUS help me!!
Dont really have much else to say apart from how cute is this photo...
( Get over yourself, comrade )
xxx
Current Mood: 
energetic
energeticCurrent Music: Dirty Pretty Things - Bang Bang
06 April 2006 @ 10:17 pm
Went from Oxshott to London, London to Ewell West, Ewell West to Oxshott.
..Had some food in between London and Ewell West.
Had some cigarettes in between all of the stations and danced like a dickhead in The Eight Bells.
( wicked )
P.s. I passed my driving test.
Score.
Its 10.22 and im off to Sams. Yay.
x
Current Mood: happy
happyCurrent Music: Maximo Park - Kiss you better
12 December 2005 @ 05:42 pm
"Love's gonna be there for you
you will always be someones baby"
My God those Spice Girls are a wise bunch.
x
Current Mood: 
blah
blahCurrent Music: Spice girls - Goodbye
29 June 2005 @ 01:54 pm
Anyway, I hadn't updated in a few days so I thought I would just drop by. I have to go to hockey training now for the South Africa tour that I go on in 17 days...wohooo...the teachers said in the e-mail "Be prepared for anything" - bollocks. I am going to come home dead! Please dont make up do a bleep test...please!!
Anywho I gotta run (quite litterally)
Xx
Current Mood: contemplative
contemplativeCurrent Music: TV
27 June 2005 @ 01:46 pm
City Of London Freemens School,
Sophie Tyler
Has left the building...
Xx
Current Mood: excited
excited26 June 2005 @ 12:30 pm
So, on thursday night I went to the Epsom party, which was such a joke. It was so good. There were bouncers on the gates, and I was just waiting for one of them to say 'If your not on the list your not coming in'. Oh that would have been such a cliche! As soon as I walked in I was swallowed up in a sea of people I didnt know, Charlie, Annabel and I were holding on to eachother for dear life!! Then suddenly I saw this figure I hadn't seen in a while, all shacked up in the marque with a very barbie-esque girl. Please, it could have been no one else but my Phil. I tapped him on the shoulder and when he saw it was me he was like 'OMG TYLER, WHAT THE FUCK YOU DOING HERE' - charming, lol. Then he gave me this huge hug and was like 'arghh I've missed you so much, you look good T' and then, infront of all his Reeds lot he goes 'So, you had sex huh...did Sam live up to expectations' and EVERYONE went silent, I was so embarrassed lol.
So, the drink was being given out as if they were supplying it for an entire army, it just kept coming and coming. Needless to say, my stiletoes soon felt like a very bad idea for my shakey legs! Oh my days, I swear when Im drunk I am just oblivious to my future intake of cigarettes and alchohol...When I got to the party, at bout eight, I know for a fact I had 18 cigarettes left. I gave two away, and at about 12 they were all gone...WHAAAAT? I swear I cant of had that many...blah.
So, I danced, I drank, I smoked, I pissed about with Georgie E, Lavinia, Jess and Gaby for hours and then - sadly - we had to go home, BUT do not fear, my parents and sister were out for the night, so everyone came back to mine, lol, it was such a laugh. Tom, charlie and I just went straight in my pool at about 1.30 - when we got home - and stayed in untill about 3 when charlie and I decided we were far too puned and gross so we got out and decided to sing some proper belters around the Juke box with Annabel and dance around the dining table, lol, and pissing about. So everyone was having a good time, blah blah blah, still drinking about and then people started to get a little tired, so George and Gross went to bed, and I think John fell asleep really drunk on Marcus's shoulder lol, it was cute...so at about 5.45 or somethign Tom and I were the only ones awake and it was so light outside I was getting so confused. It looked like it should have been abut 8 in the evening. Tom and I lay on the sun loungers and talked until like 6.15 or something before we collapsed on my bed and just died.
Thankfully, by about 11 on Friday morning everyone had left, and I agve the house a quick one over befoe the cleaners came and then slept from 12 till 4...exciting day huh! I really needed to get some sleep before Sam came over..only I didnt wake up in time. He got the school buss back to mine at 4.20 and it gets in at like half past so walking back from the middle of the village is about 10 minutes, hardly taxing, but oh dear, I got up at about 4.35 in a brownies t-shirt and some litle hot pant things...no one was at home, so that was strange so I went down to get a drink when the doorbell went.SHIT.I looked like shuch a tit. I stuck my head around the door really sneakily and saw it was sam, so I opend it, and then ran up to my room to try and make myself look half decent. It didnt work.
So, not much happened, Sam and I went out for dinner, walked from Cobham to get a train, but met up wit Sams friend Sam no the way home and she walked with us for a bit, then we watched something, but I cant remember what, but we got tired and went to bed in my sauna like room, which i swear I was going to die in. Blah, Friday over.
Saturday, Sam stayed untill 4 or somehting and went over to Paddys, but as soon as he left, Fran came over lol, and we watched in agony Andy Murrey on centre court and I swear we were both close to tears in the end lol, me and her are going to up watch it next week seeing as were only like 15 minutes away from it and Roddik is playing next week! Hoorah! He is my future husband. I swear it, lol.
So mum and and dad went to a party, as did Sam, but he came back to sleep at mine at about 12 or soemthing, but in the mean time, I had Fran, Tom H and Emma over, and just pissed about watching Big Brother - OMG EWWWW HOW MUCH OF A SKANK IS THAT KINGA WOMAN. Its just plain wrong. Anyway Tom and Emma went home to Emmas, and Fran made me and Sam watch 'A cindarella story ' i didnt mind though, cause my other future husband is in it - Chad Micheal Murrey...ohhh god I love him! So me and sam got tired and went to...ahem...bed, and then woke up around about now, when he had to go home :( (If I dont nee himm next week, which is unlikely cause he is at school, I wont se him untill 22nd August) I actually had an emotional breakdown in the midst of my tiredness yesterday and just got SO upset! Hmmm...
Pahhhhh, busy weeknend.
Like I said, I am going to sleep untill next week cause I am so tired.
Sorry for the lond and ultra boring update.
Xx
Current Mood: 
exhausted
exhaustedCurrent Music: The Coral - In the morning
23 June 2005 @ 05:12 pm
So, I had chemistry two, which quite honestly, I thought was going to be a complete shitter of an exam...however, because your little retard friend Sophie is stupid, she does foundation chemistry which is EASSSSSSSY. Im serious, it was almost insulting hyow easy it was. Although, saying that, I bet I got nothing right, lol that would be embarrassing!!
Following the finishing of Chemistry...FOREVER!! I now only have one FOURTY-FIVE MINUTE exam left, on monday, so tonight, I am going out and getting completely and utterly wankerd. Yay, Im in such a good mood.
Not only did I finish chemistry - hoorah - I also got to see my beautiful most wonderful boyfriend, who looked espically fit today, I had lunch with him and lay on the field together during break, hmmm, Im going to miss that next year!!
Sorry for the shitty random post.
I am bored.
Xx
Current Mood: 
giggly
gigglyCurrent Music: razorlight
22 June 2005 @ 07:43 pm
-I hate being a girl.
-I hate weighing scales.
and
-I hate not knowing what to wear to parties. It get's me stressed.
BLAH
x
p.s - I screwed up physics so bad. I will be surprised if I get a mark for writing my name right.
Current Mood: uncomfortable
uncomfortableCurrent Music: The coral
21 June 2005 @ 06:48 pm
Physics tomorrow should be interesting. Shit, I really should do more revision, but I'm stuck on tennis mode at the moment and cant step away from the TV, for any of you who didnt watch the Henman match, slap your wrists, he is a god!!
Meh, history went pretty well today, couldnt have asked for better questions, the highest mark question was on the Russian Provisional Government and why it only stayed in power for 8 months, which was EEEEEASY! So, yes, I am very pleased what that indeed. But I guess only time will tell on how well I do. Im going to predict myself a C - just to be on the safe side, anything haigher would be pushing my luck...Sophie does not get B's, A's or A*s in acedemic subjects, its the law.
Only 3 exams left. Ohh life is sweet.
Xx
Current Mood: 
calm
calmCurrent Music: Jay Z V Mcfly, lol, Im cool...ehemm
20 June 2005 @ 09:59 pm
( .keep.on.trying.kid. )
x
Current Mood: 
pissed off
pissed offCurrent Music: Celebrity love island on TV
19 June 2005 @ 07:40 pm
Did anyone else think the dog in the above photo was smoking?
Xx
Current Mood: contemplative
contemplativeCurrent Music: James Blunt - Tears and Rain
19 June 2005 @ 02:20 am
Unbeliveably this is the third consecutive night I have spent with Sam, thursday he stayed over here...friday I stayed at his and tonight, well, he is here. Its been nice. Really nice.
I lay by the pool most of today and well, it is safe to say I burnt to a crisp, OK, well that is slightly exadurated, as I am already starting to turn my raw red back into a pretty little bronzed thing, so YaY for that, if nothing else!
I
need
to
sleep
But I cant, grrr, bloody Sam and his stupis sleeping positions.
I think I will set up camp on the floor. Right now, anywhere will do.
Pointless update I think you'll aggree, but oh well, I figured it would give me something to do, meh it was fun to pass a whole seven minutes.
Xx
P.s - Happy Fathers Day Daddio :)
Current Mood: blah
blahCurrent Music: Nothing
17 June 2005 @ 03:45 pm
Sam stayed over last night, which was weird becuase he still had school today, so he got up, had a shower and got dressed in his sixth form suit and it looked like we were married and he was off to earn loads of money at the office, while I slept in and bought clothes or something, lol it was cute, but because he got up at half seven, I then couldnt go back to sleep cause it was really bright, so I have been up since then, arghh the day has gone so slow, and no one has been at home, so I have been bored bored bored!! I did get enough energy to go for a run in the woods though with the dog at like 9 it was really quiet and mysterious...
Blah, dont really have much to say. Im going over to sam the mans tonight to have be boring and go down to blockbuster, get loads of old school movies and ice cream and sit on the sofa all night - pretty much the same as we always do lol, oh well, I just love being boring with him and being stupid. I love it how Im not scared to make a tit out of myself in front of him, I mean I dance around my room to disney songs in front of him (if he's been mean, I sing lol) I dress up in stupid clothes and talk in silly voices, arghh I love it lol...
Oh talking of Sam, you know the fight we had on friday, well he knew I was really sad abotu it, so he got me the James Blunt album cause he knew I wanted it, lol he's so cute when he feels bad!
Wrote a lot in my real diary today, I filled up my old one a few weeks ago, so I had to buy a new one, it feels weird, kinda like its meant to be a new begining, but too me, its just more rambling and cutting and sticking - woot! I was looking through my old diary and I thought I would show you some of it seeing as I am super bored, they ones in the cut are kinda the ones that dont mean as much, and are just things I have seen or read and found interesting, gee if I showed you some of the real stuff you would think I was a manic depressant or something... Some of them are just plain weird, so ermmm, enjoy...
( Welcome to my world )
Xx
..Edit..
Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes are getting married, lol, place your bets on how long this will last people!!
Current Mood: lazy
lazyCurrent Music: James Blunt - Wisemen