Somewhere only we know...

Mon, 13 Oct 2008 19:34:25 GMT

Everything for once is going just as it should.
Uni is fabulous, I love everyone up here so much.
The boy front is...AMAZING. I'm so happy. I think I deserve to be feeling like this as well, it's been a long time coming.

I miss you all. Hope everyone is well.
All my love, x

Tue, 02 Sep 2008 00:46:05 GMT

Met someone new. Fuck Joe.
I'm on top of the world.

I'm 20 in 9 days. Thats grown up, i'm scared.
That is all. x

Wed, 28 May 2008 21:42:43 GMT

Ughh have an exam tomorrow morning which I am obscenely underprepared for. Brilliant. I'm thinking there will be little sleep tonight a lot of last minute reading, fabulous.

I'm leaving uni on Friday for the summer. Bizarre. Going to completely take my room down tomorrow and I'm dreading it. It's going to be massively emotional, I'm not looking forward to it at all. Then, after all the tears and heartache all of us are going out for dinner together and then the girls are all going to see the Sex and The City film which I literally can not wait for, oh me, oh my I am excited. Then, on Friday we're going to SURVIVOR a 24 hour party from 9am until 9am. Bang up for it, going to be a fantastic way to roud off the year.

I'm so mellow about leaving Newcastle. It's been the most fantastic year of my life and I wouldn't have changed it for the world, I've met the best people and I'm counting down the days until I come back in September.

(Thats Joe in the middle)

...the last time I saw Sam

X

Thu, 22 May 2008 19:06:27 GMT

Ok, so it's been a year, two months and sixteen days since a wrote in this thing and everything has changed.

So the story goes for 2007:
- In Febuary Sam and I end our relationship for good.
- We saw eachother a lot and well, you know, the expected seemed to happen a lot...
- In September, around my 19th birthday I saw and slept with him for the last time. It was then I realised that this was the last time I would ever be this close to him, this comfortable with him and this vulnerable.
- 3 days later I went to uni and haven't seen him since.

Now here we are in May 2008 and I'm sitting in my room, doing anything to get out of finishing an essay that is due in tomorrow, and despite all the nostalgic chat about Sam, I'm on top of the world. Uni is the best thing I have ever done and I am loving every second of it. A week today I would have finished my first year and it scares me how much I have changed in these few months. I'm so much stronger, I don't take shit and I honestly think I have grown up so much it's inimaginable. I'm really proud of myself.
To be honest, it seems like everything seems to finally be falling into place for me, I have the most fantastic friends both at uni and at home, I'm on top of my work (mostly) and the boy situation...well it's not half bad at all. I'm over Sam and I'm so happy I can finally say that and mean it. But best of all I've been sort of seeing someone since January. I say 'sort of' becuase I have no idea what the hell is going on to be honest, but whatever it is, I am having the most fantastic time with him at the moment and I don't need a label to make me feel safe. He's called Joe, goes to Leeds and lives in the same flat as Tom. When he isn't at uni he lives about half an hour from me at home and in all honesty, it seems a little to good to be true and I don't want to jinx it!

In about 3 and a half weeks I am heading to Heathrow airport, getting on a plane with 5 of the greats from home and heading to Thailand for a month. Oh my God am I excited. I literally can not wait at all. Shame I dont have all the funds at the moment but hey...nothing a new overdraft cant fix!

I will start updating this more, with photos on the way. But right now, I'm heading for the shower. x

Fri, 05 Jan 2007 03:30:48 GMT

Gahhhhh it's been long tings.
Chrsitmas, new year and all that jazz was dandy. Same old, sam old really.
So, whats new? Fuck all really, still trundeling along at college - nightmare. I have two modules next week that I ahve done no revision for. I spy a failure. Oh well. I really should do some work for them thugh as I need a C or above in Sociology to go to Newcastle next year and at the moment, thats looking like a very distant thing. So yeah, if I get the grades then Newcastle is a definate thing. I have offically accepted my offers now. Scary. First choice - Newcastle, ohh bet you didn't see that one coming, and my insurance choice is Manchester which would be amazingggg!!

Things are AMAZING at the moment.

Although I do wish he'd get his hair cut a bit.

He looks too much like a 'student' for my liking!

I got a new camera for Christmas...

No harm in testing it on myself!

Ohhhh vanity is a virtue!!

Shes changed...I love her, but she's changed.

My loves.

We couldn't sleep.

This photo didnt go as planned. Thats why I love it.

Love Love.

Me and Nell at NYE. Yesss mate.

MMMmmmm I look good!

Jennie if you're reading this, I hope last night was FANTASTIC. I was going to come after work but there was this table of 35 in there that didn't leave untill 12.30 - FUCKING NIGHTMARE. No doubt the photos will be up soon and I can't wait little lady. Are you doing anything for you actual birthday?

___

I want my hair cut again, it has grown quite fast and doesn't look as 'funky' as it did, gay.

So i can't sleep, my room is a fucking tip, you can't see the carpet and instead of clean it up I choose to dit in the midst of it and watch 'Almost famous' at 3'o clock in the moment, even if I do have to be at college in the morning. Nooooooooo.
I've been back at college for two days and I want to kill myself already. Bollocks.

I'm bored. Not just right at the moment, but sort of in general, I mean everything is great and fun but it's all so mundane, I just can't wait to get out of here and go to uni. Litterally I actually cant wait. Saying that though, sometimes I look at myself in the morror and I jut think 'I don't look old enough to be going to uni' you know? I still feel like a little sixteen year old and all that, it's going to be weird. Good weird I hope though, no, no GREAT WEIRD...!! Charlie is going to Newcastle aswell which is litterally going to be IMMENSE! Can you imagine! Me and my best friend at uni together, Fran also got an offer which is like the cherry on top but at the moment shes still deciding if she want to go to uni at all, so Im not going to get too excited incase she doesnt turn up.
I WANT TO GO NOW!!
I finish lessons on May 25th. Not that long is it? Surely I'll be at uni in no time.
AMAZING.
x

Sun, 05 Nov 2006 04:43:21 GMT

Life is fucking manic at the moment. I can't deal with it.
College is a complete pile of cock but I'm wading through it slowly. I spend most of my time in the Photography studio doing shoots for my mock thats how cool I am. Come on everyone revel in my coolness.
Sam and I are rocky - as ever.
We are going down the same road. Sweet.
I cut all my hair off. Well, not all of it obviously, Its above my shoulders in a funky little bob thing. I'm mental.
I've applied to my unis and now Im waiting for any kind of responce from UCAS. I'm NOT a patiant person.
If I dont get into Newcastle i'll cry. I want it so bad.
...what else is new?
My baby had to be put down. (My dog that is). She slipped in the garden and 3 of the disks in her backs jarred into her spinal cord and paralised her two back legs. She had to be put down. Cried like a baby, I didnt realise I was so attached to the mut. Gahhh.
I have a job. Whoppeee. I work in a pub pulling pints. Hours are a joke but I get paid lots and fuck around with the staff most of the time. I love it really.
On the whole things are fucky.
I'm not going down the whole sophie hates herself routene but at the moment I pretty much do. Im not skinny enough, not pretty enough, not tall enough, not funny enough. You know, all that jazz. Eating is a bit iffy at the moment, Sam gets cross though and watches what I eat when I see him - which is rarely with him at uni.
Emily said I looked like I had lost weight the other day.
It made me happy.

Chin up kids. x

Thu, 27 Apr 2006 20:04:07 GMT

Ok firstly, everyone has gone all snazzy and started posting videos (ohh the technology) and well...I didnt want to miss out. This is a random shit one of Sam being boring and me trying to get him to talk. I must warn you now I have low voice, however, I am in no way a man!!

(the video is taking ages, i'll edit this when its done homies)

3 and a half day weekend. Wicked. Going to get battered off my face tomorrow with the girls - always fun and then Im going to chill out with the boyfriend on Saturday at his new house. We are one crazy couple!! However, I might drag him up to Hyde Park if it is nice weather, which is pretty doubtfull in London but ohh well.
I have my drama exam tomorrow, Im shitting it. I have to say this litterally impossible line - ok well it isnt impossible, I can say it but its so hard and I know when Im nervous Im going to fuck it up. Try this for size...
"I could say I could continually compramise my iconiclasm with comformist clothing while complying with the corectness demaded of ceromonies such as these"
- fuck that.

The performance is 40% of the overall thing and in my coursework I got full marks, get me!! Im a geek.
This time next month 2 of my 3 written AS exams will be over. Oh JESUS help me!!

Dont really have much else to say apart from how cute is this photo...

xxx

Thu, 06 Apr 2006 21:22:09 GMT

Last night was jokes.
Went from Oxshott to London, London to Ewell West, Ewell West to Oxshott.
..Had some food in between London and Ewell West.
Had some cigarettes in between all of the stations and danced like a dickhead in The Eight Bells.

Like 5 photos from last night.

.

P.s. I passed my driving test.
Score.

Its 10.22 and im off to Sams. Yay.
x

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 17:43:43 GMT

"Love's gonna be there for you
you will always be someones baby"

My God those Spice Girls are a wise bunch.

x

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 19:57:31 GMT

Comment to be added. X

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 12:59:26 GMT

Sam's staying over tonight, and it is going to be the last time I see him untill the 22nd August. We had a pretty rough week this week, it wasn't good at all. I'd like to think we are like a couple that can overcome anything, after this week Im not too sure. But then again, perhaps this has just been a really bad week, worse than any one berfore, by tomorrow I could be over the moon again. Hmphh, only time will tell. I will just try and make tonight memorable so that the summer doesnt seem too long.

Anyway, I hadn't updated in a few days so I thought I would just drop by. I have to go to hockey training now for the South Africa tour that I go on in 17 days...wohooo...the teachers said in the e-mail "Be prepared for anything" - bollocks. I am going to come home dead! Please dont make up do a bleep test...please!!

Anywho I gotta run (quite litterally)

Xx

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 12:47:20 GMT

City Of London Freemens School,

Sophie Tyler

Has left the building...

Xx

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 12:02:59 GMT

Blimy, this is the first bit of free time I have had since I updated on thursday afternoon, and it is safe to say I am knackered. After this entry I am just going to sleep sleep sleep and possibly sleep some more, I need to regain a lot of lost strength. I seriosuly just feel weak all over. Too many late nights and excessive alchohol intake certianly does not do my body any good. Hmphhh.

So, on thursday night I went to the Epsom party, which was such a joke. It was so good. There were bouncers on the gates, and I was just waiting for one of them to say 'If your not on the list your not coming in'. Oh that would have been such a cliche! As soon as I walked in I was swallowed up in a sea of people I didnt know, Charlie, Annabel and I were holding on to eachother for dear life!! Then suddenly I saw this figure I hadn't seen in a while, all shacked up in the marque with a very barbie-esque girl. Please, it could have been no one else but my Phil. I tapped him on the shoulder and when he saw it was me he was like 'OMG TYLER, WHAT THE FUCK YOU DOING HERE' - charming, lol. Then he gave me this huge hug and was like 'arghh I've missed you so much, you look good T' and then, infront of all his Reeds lot he goes 'So, you had sex huh...did Sam live up to expectations' and EVERYONE went silent, I was so embarrassed lol.
So, the drink was being given out as if they were supplying it for an entire army, it just kept coming and coming. Needless to say, my stiletoes soon felt like a very bad idea for my shakey legs! Oh my days, I swear when Im drunk I am just oblivious to my future intake of cigarettes and alchohol...When I got to the party, at bout eight, I know for a fact I had 18 cigarettes left. I gave two away, and at about 12 they were all gone...WHAAAAT? I swear I cant of had that many...blah.
So, I danced, I drank, I smoked, I pissed about with Georgie E, Lavinia, Jess and Gaby for hours and then - sadly - we had to go home, BUT do not fear, my parents and sister were out for the night, so everyone came back to mine, lol, it was such a laugh. Tom, charlie and I just went straight in my pool at about 1.30 - when we got home - and stayed in untill about 3 when charlie and I decided we were far too puned and gross so we got out and decided to sing some proper belters around the Juke box with Annabel and dance around the dining table, lol, and pissing about. So everyone was having a good time, blah blah blah, still drinking about and then people started to get a little tired, so George and Gross went to bed, and I think John fell asleep really drunk on Marcus's shoulder lol, it was cute...so at about 5.45 or somethign Tom and I were the only ones awake and it was so light outside I was getting so confused. It looked like it should have been abut 8 in the evening. Tom and I lay on the sun loungers and talked until like 6.15 or something before we collapsed on my bed and just died.

Thankfully, by about 11 on Friday morning everyone had left, and I agve the house a quick one over befoe the cleaners came and then slept from 12 till 4...exciting day huh! I really needed to get some sleep before Sam came over..only I didnt wake up in time. He got the school buss back to mine at 4.20 and it gets in at like half past so walking back from the middle of the village is about 10 minutes, hardly taxing, but oh dear, I got up at about 4.35 in a brownies t-shirt and some litle hot pant things...no one was at home, so that was strange so I went down to get a drink when the doorbell went.SHIT.I looked like shuch a tit. I stuck my head around the door really sneakily and saw it was sam, so I opend it, and then ran up to my room to try and make myself look half decent. It didnt work.
So, not much happened, Sam and I went out for dinner, walked from Cobham to get a train, but met up wit Sams friend Sam no the way home and she walked with us for a bit, then we watched something, but I cant remember what, but we got tired and went to bed in my sauna like room, which i swear I was going to die in. Blah, Friday over.

Saturday, Sam stayed untill 4 or somehting and went over to Paddys, but as soon as he left, Fran came over lol, and we watched in agony Andy Murrey on centre court and I swear we were both close to tears in the end lol, me and her are going to up watch it next week seeing as were only like 15 minutes away from it and Roddik is playing next week! Hoorah! He is my future husband. I swear it, lol.
So mum and and dad went to a party, as did Sam, but he came back to sleep at mine at about 12 or soemthing, but in the mean time, I had Fran, Tom H and Emma over, and just pissed about watching Big Brother - OMG EWWWW HOW MUCH OF A SKANK IS THAT KINGA WOMAN. Its just plain wrong. Anyway Tom and Emma went home to Emmas, and Fran made me and Sam watch 'A cindarella story ' i didnt mind though, cause my other future husband is in it - Chad Micheal Murrey...ohhh god I love him! So me and sam got tired and went to...ahem...bed, and then woke up around about now, when he had to go home :( (If I dont nee himm next week, which is unlikely cause he is at school, I wont se him untill 22nd August) I actually had an emotional breakdown in the midst of my tiredness yesterday and just got SO upset! Hmmm...

Pahhhhh, busy weeknend.
Like I said, I am going to sleep untill next week cause I am so tired.
Sorry for the lond and ultra boring update.

Xx

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 16:17:44 GMT

Woahhh...I am on such a high today!!

So, I had chemistry two, which quite honestly, I thought was going to be a complete shitter of an exam...however, because your little retard friend Sophie is stupid, she does foundation chemistry which is EASSSSSSSY. Im serious, it was almost insulting hyow easy it was. Although, saying that, I bet I got nothing right, lol that would be embarrassing!!

Following the finishing of Chemistry...FOREVER!! I now only have one FOURTY-FIVE MINUTE exam left, on monday, so tonight, I am going out and getting completely and utterly wankerd. Yay, Im in such a good mood.

Not only did I finish chemistry - hoorah - I also got to see my beautiful most wonderful boyfriend, who looked espically fit today, I had lunch with him and lay on the field together during break, hmmm, Im going to miss that next year!!

Sorry for the shitty random post.
I am bored.
Xx

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 18:45:54 GMT

Ok it's official.

-I hate being a girl.
-I hate weighing scales.
and
-I hate not knowing what to wear to parties. It get's me stressed.

BLAH

x

p.s - I screwed up physics so bad. I will be surprised if I get a mark for writing my name right.

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 17:57:01 GMT

Lol, Jennie this is my sisters interpritation of the set of "Wonderland", and yes that is you at the front screaming 'Arghhhhh'...

Physics tomorrow should be interesting. Shit, I really should do more revision, but I'm stuck on tennis mode at the moment and cant step away from the TV, for any of you who didnt watch the Henman match, slap your wrists, he is a god!!
Meh, history went pretty well today, couldnt have asked for better questions, the highest mark question was on the Russian Provisional Government and why it only stayed in power for 8 months, which was EEEEEASY! So, yes, I am very pleased what that indeed. But I guess only time will tell on how well I do. Im going to predict myself a C - just to be on the safe side, anything haigher would be pushing my luck...Sophie does not get B's, A's or A*s in acedemic subjects, its the law.
Only 3 exams left. Ohh life is sweet.

Xx

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 21:17:35 GMT

Gah, the other day, I told you that Sam and I get to spend like 18 days with Sam in the whole, summer, yeah well, well yeah, take 13 off 18. I only get to spend FIVE days with him from the 1st July to the 1st September. Im actually so upset. Gah, we were going to possibly go away together aswell, what a bunch of cock. I mean, two months of our relationship will just be nothing. Hmmm I hope nothing bad happens, I gues only time will tell my friends.

I know everyone at school thinks Annabel has lost too much weight, and on here, she is protrayed as some kind of anorexic nut-case, but in all honesty, I am jealous, very fucking jealous, and I think she looks fucking increible. To top it off, she is coming on holiday with me to Portugal in August for two weeks. Brilliant, her in a bakini flaunting what little she has left, and although Im hardly a great big fat man, next too her I just feel like a fucking heffa. For some reason, I feel like I have some kind of imaginary competition with her, like I have to be skinnier than her. I dont know why. I just feel like I do?! I know it is rediculous, pathetic and fucking stupid, and it isnt for the attention or anything like that, I dunno, I just feel like, gahh I dunno, I just feel something. Maybe one day I'll realise what it is...My eating is still fucked up, and I havent eaten breakfast or lunch in forever, just with out really realising it, I kind of stopped it, skipping lunch to do art and get late work done, and now...I guess it's stuck. But still, in my eyes, its not good enough. I want to be skinny, so skinny that people will look at me and just go 'fuck your small man' you know, people will just be shocked at how tiny I am. Ok granted it looks like I want to do it for attention, but I swear thats not it. I dunno, I just feel like I'm not all I can be right now. I think bones look good, you know, collar bones protruding from the top of peoples chests and elbows looking so brittle they could snap. Hmmm, I sound messed up.

I think I'm going to go.

x

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 18:41:22 GMT

Did anyone else think the dog in the above photo was smoking?

Xx

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 01:28:10 GMT

So, it's 2.20am and Sam is assleep in my bed, he has successfully taken up all of the double bed, so I refuse to sleep near him right now cause it is too hot. Plus, I opened all my windows in my room and bathroom, so now my room is slowly being overtaken by moths, so I am slightly scared to sleep incase I wake up in the morning to find a moth massacre of either Sam or I. Interesting.

Unbeliveably this is the third consecutive night I have spent with Sam, thursday he stayed over here...friday I stayed at his and tonight, well, he is here. Its been nice. Really nice.

I lay by the pool most of today and well, it is safe to say I burnt to a crisp, OK, well that is slightly exadurated, as I am already starting to turn my raw red back into a pretty little bronzed thing, so YaY for that, if nothing else!

I
need
to
sleep

But I cant, grrr, bloody Sam and his stupis sleeping positions.

I think I will set up camp on the floor. Right now, anywhere will do.

Pointless update I think you'll aggree, but oh well, I figured it would give me something to do, meh it was fun to pass a whole seven minutes.

Xx

P.s - Happy Fathers Day Daddio :)

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 15:50:21 GMT

So, as of two days ago I never have to look at or take another maths exam in my life...unless I fail, but, hey ho...lets not dwell on that topic of convosation! I cant actually express how happy I am! Maths is - I believe - the reason I am so confident lacking when it comes to acedemic subjects. Because I think I am - well, I dont think, I know I am - bad at maths, I then find it really hard in things like physics and chemistry, which are hardly easy anyway! But maths really held me back, and now, I never have to do it again, so when I go to college I can be the brightest little bulb there. (Probably because Im not doing any acedemic subjects, but, oh well...!!)

Sam stayed over last night, which was weird becuase he still had school today, so he got up, had a shower and got dressed in his sixth form suit and it looked like we were married and he was off to earn loads of money at the office, while I slept in and bought clothes or something, lol it was cute, but because he got up at half seven, I then couldnt go back to sleep cause it was really bright, so I have been up since then, arghh the day has gone so slow, and no one has been at home, so I have been bored bored bored!! I did get enough energy to go for a run in the woods though with the dog at like 9 it was really quiet and mysterious...

Blah, dont really have much to say. Im going over to sam the mans tonight to have be boring and go down to blockbuster, get loads of old school movies and ice cream and sit on the sofa all night - pretty much the same as we always do lol, oh well, I just love being boring with him and being stupid. I love it how Im not scared to make a tit out of myself in front of him, I mean I dance around my room to disney songs in front of him (if he's been mean, I sing lol) I dress up in stupid clothes and talk in silly voices, arghh I love it lol...

Oh talking of Sam, you know the fight we had on friday, well he knew I was really sad abotu it, so he got me the James Blunt album cause he knew I wanted it, lol he's so cute when he feels bad!

Wrote a lot in my real diary today, I filled up my old one a few weeks ago, so I had to buy a new one, it feels weird, kinda like its meant to be a new begining, but too me, its just more rambling and cutting and sticking - woot! I was looking through my old diary and I thought I would show you some of it seeing as I am super bored, they ones in the cut are kinda the ones that dont mean as much, and are just things I have seen or read and found interesting, gee if I showed you some of the real stuff you would think I was a manic depressant or something... Some of them are just plain weird, so ermmm, enjoy...

Meh, not that interesting really...

Xx

..Edit..

Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes are getting married, lol, place your bets on how long this will last people!!

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 20:44:22 GMT

You know,
I think I'm one of the only people who gets disapointed when their hic-ups go away.

- Just thought I would let you know.

x

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 16:35:42 GMT

Gay.

From the 1st July to the 1st September,
I only get to see Sam for 19 days.
Arghh.

In groups of:

THREE DAYS

SEVEN DAYS

FIVE DAYS

and

FOUR DAYS

Oh, my lifes over.

X

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 18:57:29 GMT

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 12:30:09 GMT

It's become really aparant lately that Sam and I have one hell of a a love hate relationship, and with my short fuse and his really good tackticks of winding me up, the combination can be explosive. Like on Friday night, he litterally ended up walking out of my house - not that I had any objection to it. Its not like anything bad happened, we just sometimes need to scream and shout at eachother in order for us to move on. I know it sounds rediculous and like I'm in denial, but it really is true.
However, saying that. Friday seemed kinda different. Like, even after he walked out, I will still angry, really angry at him, and it was obvious that he was not in a good mood with me. We didnt even do anything to piss eachother off, sometimes, I guess we just dont click aswell as we should. So I thought, this is such a shoddy way to end a date - true. So I text him, making the first move - ah, now that is another problem, lol, we both want to be the bigger person and so it takes so much effort to say sorry about somehting, or try and fix the peices of an argument, nedless to say, I usually crack under the pressure and say the first 'I'm sorry', then he just comes crawling back, lol.
If any of you have seen 'The Notebook', well Sam and I, are just like Noah and Ally. Theres that scene where the narrater tells the audience that they never aggreed on anything, infact they never really aggreed at all, they fought like cat and dog, but at the end of the day, they were crazy about eachother. And then you see them stop pushing eachother around and she jumps on him and starts kissing him, in the midst of an argument. Well, that is me and Sam for you in a film (Minus the part where I get engaged to another man).
Ah well, the way I see it, Sam and I have been through enough over the year and seven months we have known eachother, him walking out my house is just another bump in the road we can work on.

So, we had a HUGE convosation about us and how much of a shitty relationship we have half the time, and we both kinda swore we wouldnt act like it again, even if he is a pain in the arse half the time. I was really upset cause I hate it when were like this, but he was really sweet in consoling me and he kept telling me we were gunna be OK and that he loved me, so that was alright.

Right so, I went to the cinema with him on saturday to see Mr and Mrs Smith, which I have to say, I thought was really good, however, saying that, it was NOT good enough to split up Brad and Jennifer, and In my oppinon he has made the buggest mistake of his life, the bloody bastard. Then Sam came back to mine, I made him a midnight feast only on the aggreement that he would watch The Notebook with me - despite the fact I have seen it about 385098392 times! - Hmmm, then I got tired and fell assleep next to my baby.

We dossed around all sunday, untill mum made me and sam take alice and the dog on a walk int he woods. Oh my it was a laugh, we built a den and climed trees and Sam chased me all the way up a hill untill he caught me and threw me over his shoulder and spun around for a bit, waohhh, both felt pretty dizzy. I took a load of photos, I will post them later. You see, this is when me and Sam are the cute annoying couple that make other people just feel sick. I love it when were like this, just beign best friends and pissing about with with eachother. Plus, I know it sounds stupid, but I love how he gets on with Alice, I know he is 8 years older than her, but it's so cute, and he played football with her for ages, and ahhh,it was just so cute!

I love him really.

xxx

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 22:00:26 GMT

In a very Jennie Morgan style entry...

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Not having a fucking good day!!

Im gunna go and watch The Notebook and cry alone in front of the TV, lol...

x